Today was my first Sunday to miss church without having other plans. Actually, my plan was to miss church. I feel like a teenager that skipped school, I feel a little guilty. I noticed as the day went on, that I started to feel angry and short tempered.

I am also eating much better, and feel my mind is unwinding. I have been trying to also eat like Pythagoras during Lent...to honor the 'father of philosophy' a man who loved wisdom. He only ate during the daylight, and had light, mostly raw meals. I haven't been all raw, but since Ash Wednesday, mostly raw. I only say this because it may be enhancing the emotional upset.

This morning, I woke up and stretched for a while, talked to God and then did some exercise. We had friends over Saturday night through Sunday, and the house was a buzz with kids building a massive fort out of all the blankets in the house.

We capped off the evening by going to a local musical performance of "Joseph and the Technicolor Dreamcoat". It was AMAZING! All children, and SO amazing. :)

Well, I am missing my evening popcorn and chocolate smoothie as I sit here with my water. . . which must mean that I need to stop and be with God for a bit before heading back into the Proverbs.

Sorry for all the rambling! I figure I need to post as much as I can, so I remember this crazy act of obedience, and hopefully through all this journalling, an answer will be revealed to me that will heal my heart.

Love, Kelly