The last few days have been pretty incredible for no particular reason at all...just that I've been feeling better and better and growing more confident in love.

Recently, I started on a new remedy to help align my whole self (i.e. spirit, mind, body) and incredibly I could actually the triad of myself pulling towards the center of me. It was absolutely amazing, although I don't know what it means for me besides this serenity of knowing I am all three and even more so all three braided into who I am. Just like you. :)

I've missed Noelle this week so much. I can't wait to hold her and bring her home. The energy of who she is has been no small void in this house over the last week. Even Gabe cried out for her when he went to sleep last night. "I miss Noelle!!" I said, "Me too!!"

I am almost done working with Paul. I've grown quite close to him, and although I am going to be elated to be out from under deadlines, I can't help but think there will be a small let down in saying goodbye to this amazing work. It has been surreal, and I can't thank God enough for calling me into this study. I guess it's that sweet-sorrow Billy Shakespeare blubbed on about. :P

So I am looking forward to new things. Things that I can hold between two arms, pulled tight against my chest and deeply loved. I feel the desire to reach my hand out to touch everyone and everything. I am energized and elated by this idea. I am wondering and praying for a willing mind and heart to what God has planned community-wise for The Woodlands. I am eager, and almost impatient to wait for it. I feel like something is coming, and whatever it is has to do with my house and possibly some sort of intentional community. I also feel particularly drawn to single mom's and orphans now. I can't tell how this is going to manifest, but I can feel God pulling all things into my circle. It's exciting.

I am going to pray myself into God's ideas. I hope I find you there.

K